Medical and funeral

It is with a very heavy heart that I am posting this my wife Jeanne Lupi has a rare and deadly stomach cancer it’s a Retroperitoneal mass.Over several months she has goGone from 175 pounds to 111 she only eats two bites and she’s living on insurers which are very expensive she is now on oxygen and her lungs are disapating  the hospice nurse said this is just the body shutting down from the cancer.The medical bills are piling up and.My wife’s wishes are to be cremated the cost just for that are a little over a $1,000.I am unable to work at this time as I am her primary caregiver she is unable to care for herself anymore. I am heartbroken I have lost my grandma,My mom my doggie Bella in the last 3years and now my beautiful wife is dying.I don’t know if I have one day or 3months but I am not leaving her side.I am in need of counseling to process all this grief It is a $100 copay for first visit and $25 every visit after.I am very humbled by this.We would appreciate any help weather prayers or monastery. Thank you very much.