Custody for my boy's

Hello friends / family & anyone coming across this page I initially was hesitant to start this go fund me because I didn't think anyone would care making my story long story short, I stand here desperately as a single father who has for 10 years managed to take care of his son named Julian, feed him, clothe him, and raise him the best way I can without his "mother" being present, she had never been involved in his life walked out when he was only a year & a half, I've struggled to have her be involved from doctors appointments, award ceremonies & his first most important days any other mother would gladly take on without hesitation. Now 10 years later I find myself re-living the same torture of having  my second son Noah taken from me and my consent. I love my two boys but the pain I'm experiencing now is just as crucial because like I mentioned I raised my son Julian for 10 years our bound has been truly unbreakable the same bound, I have always yearned to have with Noah. Now that I'm aware that the mom wants to now take Julian away as well I ask for your help genuinely to be able to gain custody over my son Julian and hoping that opens a possibility to also be able to bring Noah back home with me who now has been living in Washington for the last 5 years , I have been doing some research non stop and came across a criminal attorney who suggested that it was best I have a family attorney who can represent me and fight for me. Otherwise being a mother despite the circumstances has every right to keep my son , and being fully aware she's also the mom , find it very difficult to just allow her to take my son and rights away. My goal is to raise 10,000 so I can hire an attorney to help me get full custody of my two boys anything helps , I appreciate everyone who took the time to read this and their generous help God Bless !