INTRO: Words cannot accurately begin to describe the pain of losing your kids while they are still alive-leaving you dead on the inside and physically alive!
The trauma and typical results parents who lose their kids typically become a prisoner to has a very low turnaround rate. Because the negative effects of losing a child aforce as relentless as Mother Nature! Good parents, parents who made mistakes, one time situations, and lastly even parents who have neglected their kids-RARELY TURN THE SITUATION INTO THE OPPORTUNITY TO GET THEIRKIDS BACK! When good parents lose their kids many times that factor alone quickly pulls a person to a rock bottom beyond one’s character!
It’s been almost 4 years and I have invested everything to my ability to get a life and situation that was equal to maybe even better then when I had my kids. I see them once a week if I’m lucky for three hours under supervision of my parents at their house.
(The parents that helped my kids dad take them away from me-the same parents who now have my children more than anyone else, as their dad passes the responsibility of raising kids that he stole from me and hands it over to my parents)
If I ask for more or put effort towards opportunity to establish more involvement I get ignored. I don’t get included in anything school, doctors, family gatherings, my kids birthdays, holidays, etc NOTHING OUTSIDE MY ONE DAY UNLESS OF COURSE ITS TO BUY TUEM SOMETHING THEY NEED FOR SCHOOL OR WHATEVER!
The support most people take forgranted or can’t fathom as nonexistent, didn’t just go away-but turned into my worse enemy!
So I stand in a position alone which is irrelevant besides the fact of lacking resources to change my parenting time to be allowed to have a role in my kids life! My credit is poor and I bring in enough income to make ends meet and realityis-saving to afford what I need wouldn’t be until my kids graduate or are at the age to drive!
Everyone that knows me can’t come to terms to see how this is something that has happened to me! I don’t go out or socialize much besides work and household errands-I stay home like I should-waiting for the day my kids can come back to me! Unfortunately time is not in my favor and everyday is another day missed and time is passing and turning into absence from my kids childhood. A choice I didn’t make. A choice that was made for me saying I chose this!
PLEASE HELP ME!
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