I am a thirty year young man faced with a terminal illness many are quite aware of as being one of the most unfortunate illnesses a human can become victim of. Congestive heart failure was never in my range of possibilities prior to this past month of January 2020. My life has been anything besides the same as I knew it. I started noticing extreme fatigue and trouble breathing at nighttime alongside my spells of pure exhastion which sends me into an unpresidented episode of dry heaves. I compare them to a young man at the end of the day of his first day at boot camp; to the point where the body has exhausted all energy and is sick with nothing to actually be thrown up. Coincidentally, all this began just as the pandemic arose itself. I’ve never been in any health concern in my life prior to this diagnosis so I am totally new to what now has to be my norm. matter of fact, if I were to be in a room such as a hospitals waiting room I’d be the last person to be considered ill-let alone the most terminally ill in that room. I don’tknow much about the facts but I do intend on understanding more. For now I know that the cardiologist mentioned if I were to continue living as I was I’d be lucky to see 6 more months! Also, the doc determined at that time that my heart was functioning at about 10%! Which I can describe that feeling and it’s not very comforting. I have so much more Detail to my story but I do wanna make a video and hope to receive questions for those who want to know more. For now this is what I want to share to maybe spark interest in people who are able to help. I do need help! More importantly, I need to feel worth and importance from people for my own sense of worth that’s within me right now. Let’s just say it’s been emotionally draining and my self esteem has been taking it not all too well.