Top Surgery

I knew back when I was small that I was a boy but I just didn't have the language for it. I remember before puberty asking my doctor if there was any way to stop it, she said no and lied to me. I went through puberty praying to get breast cancer so I could have a mastectomy. That's not something a 13 year old should be praying for. Now, I'm having breathing problems and a binder is causing me trouble, so the surgery is more necessary than ever. All donations are going to go towards my hospital bills, transportation, and food during recovery as I'm currently living in a state that has little to no doctors that specialize in this field. I will probably have to go anywhere from 500-1,000 miles to get the care I need.I've been saving up and trying my hardest to get top surgery for myself but I need help. Even the smallest bit helps me move towards feeling ok about myself.