Autodesk Maya 2020 for 3d animation

Hello My name is Kenny and I am deaf. I'v been digital artist for years and years experiment with many different thing with digital work. I am CGI 3D animation artist. I cant live with out 3D because it is part of my art work. You can check out my work on IG xeonxpc. The Maya Autodesk is $1620 a year I need help to get the new Maya Autodesk 2020. I would very appreciation!