My dad has been sick for a very long time. He has heart issues along with numerous other health issues that have caused a lot of pain and suffering especially over the last 2 years.

Friday, I left work not far into my shift, went home and threw clothes in a bag and drove 13 hours to the Dartmouth Hitchcock hospital.

My dad isn’t going to make it. I’m not ready for this. I’m not ready for my dad to die at the age of 55 but it is real and happening. We are at an amazing palliative care facility now that allows family to stay in the room. I am now pushing to somehow get him home. Despite his incredibly low blood pressure he is still alert, oriented and talking. His pacemaker was shut off.

I am now finding myself with several unexpected bills, my dad doesn’t have life insurance. There are property taxes due along with expenses for a casket etc, It is a lot on my plate right now and could use some prayers and/or good thoughts my way.

Also blessed to have my grandma by my side and some of his amazing friends. I am hoping to get him home even knowing that means majority of care will be placed on me. I’m trying to do right by him in this completely unfair and cruel situation.

I hate to ask for donations but I’m at a loss. I could use some help. If you’re not in a position to please know it is understood. Any amount helps. Prayers and good intentions also help!