But because of covid funds are tight but I'd appreciate any amount towards my little boys coffin and plaque!
On 28.11.2020 I went for a reassurance scan just to see baby..
i was so excited for my scan booked for 5pm! I was counting down the hours and minutes to see my babies growth and beautiful heartbeat, we got to the clinic for 5 and virtually went in straightaway!
The sonographer put that freezing cold gel on my stomach and as soon as they put the doppler on my stomach i just thought something was wrong (I didn't say anything as they are the professionals) but deep down i just knew as my babies head looked nothing like my previous pregnancies!
As the sonographer was taking the measurements she couldn't get the crown measurement, but the baby was measuring behind on rump length (I was kind of expecting a small baby considering im only little myself)
The sonographer got concerned as she couldn't see the full head so she got me to jump around and walk around for 5 minutes, she continued scanning me and still nothing could be seen, so she got another sonographer thats higher up in to check, she also couldn't find anything which made both sonographers concerned so they done an internal scan hoping they could see more! Still nothing, it appeared that my baby had half a head, I was confused trying to stay strong,shaking on the bed with nerves, they went out the room to discuss with the top sonographer, thats when I looked at my partner and said 'there is something wrong' he didn't really understand much, but they all came back in and started scanning me again, the 3rd one took a look a good few times and thats when my heart sank, I knew I weren't going to get good news, she said 'im so sorry but im going to have to refer you to a specialist as we are certain your baby has anencephaly, everything was a blur, after researching the condition and finding out our baby has a 0% chance of survival it crushed us as we just know there is no hope for our baby, no words can describe how we're feeling right now! We researched the condition for a couple of weeks got a 2nd and 3rd opinion so we followed through with our decision and i gave birth to our little boy junior on 15.12.2020 at 7:30pm x
If you read this thankyou so much and anything is appreciated x
- Caz Jones
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