Thanks so very much for taking the time to visit my GoFundMe page, this is a cause that is so close to my heart...
On Tuesday 10th November 2015 I had Poppy she was born sleeping at 22 weeks and my heart was broken. Never in my life have I met a person so completely perfect until I saw her.
The moment i met her my life changed, falling hopelessly in love with someone i would never get to see grow and blossom in to the wonderful, beautiful girl she would be.
Life is not fair in so many ways and now I realise that more than ever!
I find myself more often than ever sitting and wondering what you would have been like now, how you would have been similar to your little sister and brother and so individually different! Would you have the same smile, curl to your hair, the same crazy love for life as them? The same beaming smile, and infectious laugh?! I wonder about your eyes, your voice and all the little milestones we will never get to share.
I will forever wonder.
I am thankful each day for the heartbreakingly short time I got to spend with you and wouldn't change a second of it.
You may have been born without breath, but never, NEVER without love!
It will never be the same, an everlasting void where you should be that can never be filled, a constant knowing that there will always be someone missing,
I was lucky enough to receive the most amazing support I could ask for, and there will never be the right words to express the gratitude i have for these amazing people i was so lucky to have by our sides! But no matter how wonderful they were there are still so many questions that could not be answered!
The biggest of these being why?!
Why her?! Why my beautiful perfect little girl, why has this happened, why could things not be different?!!
Tommy's charity is a dedicated, hard working cause that want to do all they can to answer these questions for every parent who has to go through the hardship of losing a child at whatever stage that may be, as well as looking to prevent as many avoidable losses as possible while offering support to those effected.
Tommy's exists to save babies lives because right now in the UK one in four women loses a baby during pregnancy or birth. They fund research into and provide information on the causes and prevention of miscarriage, premature birth and stillbirth.
My girl I want to keep your memory alive not just for myself anymore but so your little sister and brother can love you the way I do, with a fierce passion that overwhelms my heart and soul, pushing me to be all that I can! You have brought me to life, given me a pride and happiness nothing could compare to! An unconditional love there is no words for!
I may not be who I was, I have been completely unbelievably changed from the blessing of having you, but my girl, I will forever be your mummy, flaws, imperfections and all and there is something magically beautiful in that!
Please join me in making a difference by supporting a good cause! I'm raising money for Tommy's and any donation will help make a difference.
Please take a look at Tommy’s website and hopefully it will be clear why this is such an amazing charity! http://www.tommys.org/
Follow me on Instagram at @_poppyangel or you can also email me at a-[email redacted].uk for information about giving via my sponsorship forms.
Thank you in advance for your contribution to this cause which means so much to me!
I would really appreciate any help and support you can offer!
Poppy, 10/11/2015, forever my inspiration
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