After long suffering I found new hope

Hi eveybody, my name is Riccardo and I'm German- Italian. My whole life was suffering since the day I can remember. Going from doctor to doctor because my skin was open from scratching, I had constant diarrea and pain everywhere. But not only physical. I was also suffering mentally. I never could bond with others although I felt I had to try, the frustration that followed resultet in behavioral issues. I was always the bad man, I was always the sad man. I always pulled myself together and when I finished school I decided to move away and start a new life, In the beginning it was awesome but the stress that daily life caused, brought more and more issues to me. Still I could not connect to people and was under constant pressure. I could not sleep because I spent the nights on the toilet. I couldn't eat anymore as I was scared of the aftermath. One day I started to feel unwell and dizzy. Eveything turned and I was shaking so that I had to call an abulance.  That's when I had to report myself sick. What followed were two stressful years where I finally could find out what was wrong and caused all these issues. I was diagnosed with autism spectrum disorder, fybromialgia, illness of meniere, lots of food intollerances and declared as 100% unable to work. The issues are still there but they are better to handle as I can built my life around them. 
I would love to do things now like seeing cities, seeing the nature and enjoying my existance. In my own pace. And with fishing I found a solitary hobby that fulfills me and makes me happy. Therefore I would like to  buy myself a caravan, which is available used for around 8000 EUR.
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