Help me get my kids

Where do I begin,  After the passing of my mother in January 2019, my world seemed to have taken a turn for the worst.  Still grieving the lost of my mother. In that same year I became a victim of gun violence I was shot not once but twice in the leg with one bullet still lodge into my leg.  In January 2020, I became a single father of 5 due to the sudden death of their mother  unexpectedly. I am working trying to get my kids back.  I love my kids they are straight A students and I want to keep them on the right path and not to be another statistic I have exhausted all my options at this point.  I have lost so many people dear to me that I love. I can’t lose my Kids as well. I need them just as much as they need me. I am their FATHER pleading to get my kids back.   I am asking for anyone to help me with anything to get my family back together.  The money raised will cover the legal cost etc to have my kids back home with there father.