I Tried To Help A Heroin Addict...

My name is Tidecruz, Im 22, and Jeremy Brasel ruined my life.

ill try to make this sad story short as best i can.

earleir this year, i used all the money my fans donated to my tidecruz.bandcamp.com to make more music, and travel and meet with watergh0st ( a collaborator ) to play my first show in NYC, and ended up saving a life from going there ( fate ? ) , ill get back to this soon.

 this guy Jeremy Brasel from KCMO, lied to me and said he was homeless and needed a place to live, to help get his feet on the ground. i let this guy move in downstairs , and he sold his car to pay the first months rent, and preceded to never pay rent again, steal from my room, lie to me , and terribly SELL and TAKE heroin.. IN MY HOUSE. i got a free security camera from Apple, and i installed it downstairs, i caught him red handed selling and doing heroin. I panicked. i didnt know what to do. TO MAKE EVERYTHING WORSE, JEREMY HAS A LITTLE DAUGHTER, not even in school yet! he wouldbe knocked out on heroin and marleigh would cry and cry " daddy wake up!!! " but she didnt know her dad was blacked on on hard drugs.

So after i got back from my trip in NYC , he was so extremely jealous, he could hardly look me in the eyes, because well i was going somewhere with my music, and that was his original dream to make music too before he threw away his life and mind for hard hard hard drugs.

one day i couldnt stand his daughter crying for him to wake up from his black outs on drugs and the fact that he owed me $1000 dollars in uppaid rent,

( i didnt know this yet but out of spit of me , jeremy put lsd into my water bottle in hopes of getting me out of my mind to take as much money and stuff from me as possible before he was going to run from the house and never look back , never pay me for the rent or anything)

but i started to feel really weird, i couldt sleep i couldnt see straight, everything was melting.

jeremy was like oh cool he drank the drugs! so he started asking me all about how much money i had and where i got it and things like that. i wasnt the type of person ( apparently ) to be dosed with LSD and just give away my things to him. Apparently when you give me lsd i just want to help you get your life together ? haha. But its not funny. I got in his face, i got a trash bag and said " DUDE YOU NEED TO THROW AWAY ALL UR DRUGS AND GO TO A CLINIC TODAY! YOU NEED HELP UR GONNA DIE FROM THAT DRUG AND LEAVE UR DAUGHTER FATHERLESS. " he didn't like me getting real with him. so he panics, and takes his customer ( a drug addict that was downstairs with him, and they run out of the house.

at this point im tripping really hard and panicing. it didnt even seem like real life, but since all i could think was "ahh this is such an emergency " i called 911, and after that the drugs hit hard, and before i knew it i was running around insane naked. i was arested. I ( just ot be clear ) do not take drugs and i would never in my right mind expose myself that is NOT OKAY. but well, im sorry but i was out of my dang mind on what jeremy drugged me with.

but jeremy was never to be seen of after this. he left all his belongings in that house and sent a "friend" to go get his stuff, which what really happned was, this guy tried to come break in, i let him in to get jeremys things and they stole a bunch of stuff, a dslr, flashlights, whatever they wanted, definately thigns that didnt belong to jeremy.

jeremy and his friends are all no good theives, liars, and addicts who will screw you over in a heartbeat.

but i had to pay 7k to be in a mental hospital because of all this, 2.5k to my lawyer , 700 to get a lie dector done ( which i completely passed perfectly ) just to prove to court that i didnt drug myself, and that it truely was this piece of shit named jeremy.

all i ask, is that if this story upsets you, if you (like me) think i dont deserve this, just well. check out my music, watch some of my music videos, download all the music for free i dont care. even if you cant donate one cent, at least have some free music from me and share it with people you love. i make jazzy stuff, sing songs, duets, instrumentals, soundscapes, soundtracks, HONESTLY i do like every genre, just email me for real with the mood you are in or the mood you wanna be in and i will have the perfect song just for you! i really do care about how you feel because i feel like super depressed everyday cause of all of this, and if i can make your day just a little better that makes me cry outside, it really makes me feel okay, knowing you are.

thank you... it means EVERYTHING TO ME :'(