Emergency Funds Needed

This has been weighing heavily on my heart. I have asked in the past for help. I never ever wanted to do it again. But I have no one who can help me. As many of you know I am on Social security Disability. Thanks to so many before I was able to save my home and get everything back in order. I am not careless with my money. It started with switching cable companies to pay less. Doing that and their billing timing messed me up and put me a month behind.

Then I was expecting money owed to me to get things straight. Well, I never got it. Being on a fixed income is very difficult. I am constantly juggling. Bills, utilities, food, necessities, car, medication, my precious Charlie and Theodore. My head is spinning... I don't live like I am rich. I have the basics. I won't get into everything because people are already going to judge me. This is extremely humiliating.

I have been praying on this and I have been given ways to improve my situation, but that won't help me right now. I never thought my life would go like this. I know many others are struggling too. I know that no one owes me anything. I am humbling myself and asking for my friends help. I don't have family who can help me. I am at the point where death would be better than this. No I am not suicidal. I am just desperate.

I am crying right now to be honest because I feel so bad and humiliated. I just don't know where else to turn. If you can find it in your heart to help me, I would appreciate it so much. I am so sorry for putting this out there. Many will probably hate me and unfriend me.... I don't blame you. God bless you if you are able to help. God bless you if you can't or don't want too.

I do have pay pal. I think all you need is my email or there is money gram at Walmart....