Raras heartbreaking TERMINAL diagnosis

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 Hello everyone 

My name as many may already know is stevee

And I am a proud mother of 2 amazing beautiful children , a 2 year old son Ezrah and a 4 year old daughter Emerara.

In November last year my little princess Emerara or as we like to call her Rara has been diagnosed with high risk stage 4 neuroblastoma. And it breaks my heart to tell you that sadly our sweethearts fight is almost over 

We were give  a diagnosis this week that has shaken our lives and changed Emeraras circumstances in a way as her parents we never really truely expected, our darling Rara is now terminal with only a few months if were lucky left to live ,

from the begining we were told that our baby had a 2 year fight of treatment ahead of her with a "small" but chance of surviving a 5 year journey witch seemed so small and crushing news to hear as parents

Now given the new diagnosis of terminal i dont even have the words to exsplain the feeling that comes with those words

She is my very life purpose and to know that very soon my little baby girl will one day no longer open her eyes , that i will never again here my little angle tell me that she loves me with all her loveheart is tearing my universe apart , and i cant bear the thought that Emerara will never have the chance to experience a full and happy life with all the beautys this world has to offer 

Emerara has the most amazing and vibrant personality with an absolute  heart of gold and from the very beginning she was special

Her journey in this world has been cut so short exspecialy for a little girl who has so much to offer this world , she has been so brave and so strong through this whole fight and im so honoured to be her mother she gave my life a reason and a purpose

And i wont to give hers the same thing,

Emerara is loved by so many people and my entire family are just heart broken and lost for words we are in the begging of makeing arrangments to take care of my baby for one last time and finacialy this journey is getting heavey with even more to come.

We were told from the begining that one day there was a chance this could happen but we never actualy believed it would and we just dont even know were to begin 

We would truely appreciate any help that is offered and are so greatfull if you can even just share

From my family to yours thank you