Humbling asking for help....

As most of you know, the doctors are coming close to diagnosing me with Lymphoma. So far I have been enduring tons of medical treatments, surviving the daily disappointments that have come through life's challenges, no answers and now finally getting some answers but as the months go on, I have fallen behind on being able to get out from under all of the chaos of everyday living. I have been struggling with finances from being put on non-paid medical leave from my old job, disability not coming through, weekly medical tests, medications and appointments and now with two more specialist appointments coming up in the next couple weeks I have never struggle this hard and as I have always some how landed on my two feet, I am now on my back saying I surrender. There are no words to express how grateful for all the support from those who have helped me up to this point but today I have to walk through the fear and ask for support and help through this. I was afraid to place this campaign and for weeks struggled and have asked the universe to guide me as I send this out there.  Thank you from the bottom of my heart for reading this and for all your help and prayers.