My wife lost her battle with cancer

On 10/07/14 at 7:15 am my wife lost her fight with cancer. I had no idea that in just 4 1/2 short months I would be saying goodbye to my best freind. We have a total of 6 kids that all need their mom. She fought so hard and tolerated severe pain, nausea and depression in attempt to fight the cancer. Now that she is gone I am lost.....I dont know how I am going to manage running a business, taking care of my kids and managing my kidney care by myself. I know she is in a better place now but it doesn't help the fact that I want her back!!! Now that she is gone I will have to file for guardianship of 2 kids this month as well as well as catch up on all my past bills. If anyone that was touched by Angies love and kindness could donate a little to help my family out in this tough time, I would GREATLY appreciate it!!! Thank you to everyone that was with me on Angies last day, I couldn't have gotten through it with out all of you!