Appreciated Help

Hello, My story would go on forever if I gave all the details so I will do my best a keep it brief.I am a struggling single mother trying to get back on my feet while supporting my 3 children,we currently reside in Florida in someone’s home renting from them each month.I have gone through physical,mental,emotional abuse from my past relationship with my children’s father and that is one of the main reasons that we are no longer together,I tried my best to play this role and pretend everything was perfect but deep down inside I was dying and after 12 years towards the end I was lost,I lost myself,my confidence,my self esteem and found myself settling just because I thought I had to.It got too much so once we separated things have been very hard for myself and my children I had to place their dad on Child support which he does not pay,he is only present when he wants to portray the good dad role to his friends and family and wants to have the kids which ever weekend he needs them so they are with me pretty much 24/7 7 days a week,which is not a problem for me.I love my children! I have been mistreated poorly by people who have claimed to care about the well being of my kids and I from so called friends to even my own family,which lead me to make hard choices about life....we have lived in shelters,been on and off buses in the streets while taking them to school in sun or rain.There were times when we didn’t have enough to eat and I would allow them to eat before me and I’d eat there left overs just to ensure that they had something in their stomach’s,I recently was able to get myself transportation so that we have a way to move around but at this time my car is sitting out self because my alternator is damaged and I have no way of paying to get it fixed.I currently have to pay my landlord her requested rent and I am afraid to tell her that I don’t have the money yet in order to give to her so I have also been looking at shelters as a last option just in case but unfortunately no where is allowing anyone to come in because of this Pandemic,we are barely getting by and that makes me feel as a failure and even while writing this I am in tears because I feel absolutely worthless asking for help from strangers to help me take care of my own family because I am not yet equipped enough to do it on my own....Mentally I am tired and I just put my pride aside and am creating this post in order to get help for my children and I.Any help provided would be greatly appreciated and not taken for granted.Thank you for taking the time and reading a little bit about us.
Have a great day,and thank you for opening your hearts
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