No regrets...

My love, my life, my world.... in March 2014, my husband (Amos) was diagnosed with inoperable lung cancer.  Doctors say we only have a few years left with him. 
I fell in love with my soul mate in primary school when I was 9.  I have loved him since I first laid eyes on him (27 years ago) and cannot imagine life without him.  We are BEST FRIENDS. 
We have a BEAUTIFUL 10 year old daughter. 
I would dearly love to take our family to New Zealand to visit family and friends.  To make memories and capture moments of laugh and laughter while we can.
I wish we could repair our car, to ensure safe trips to the hospital for his chemo.
The banks have refused my application for a loan because I am receiving a Carer's Payment. 
Before his diagnosis, I was a funeral director full time.  I have had to drop back to part time, partly to care for him and partly because it is a very diffiucult job to face when you are living the reality too. 
What we pray for (with your help and kindness) is an oppurtunity to live life to the fullest. To give our daughter times with her father that she will never forget. 
Any help would be appreciated immensely and paid forward as soon as I can.