Help me get a home :)

TW Okay, hi my name is Jessica, I’m really young, I’m a victim of raped, sexual assault, abuse, my parents hit me A LOT and say hurtful things like “i hope you kill your self your a monster your a disappointment I hate you I wish I never had you” it’s just hurtful in general, I made the decision to run away, i have to run away, if I don’t , I know I’ll commit suicide , it’s too much to handle, I live in a home where I do not feel safe, neither do I feel comfortable , my dad touches me in places I feel super uncomfortable and I beg him 2 stop but he never stops and keeps going, I have nowhere to go and I need food and shelter I need money to take care of my health my food shelter and a couple more things yk , I want to live my life happy, even if that means I have 2 struggle a bit, I know things will be hard but I have faith in god! Anything can help.. thank you so much