Please Help Heal Elizabeth's Heart!

Friends and Family this is my Beautiful daughter Elizabeth she is 23 years old. As many of you know she lost her Fiancee last August. Since then I have watched my child spiral into a deep dark depression like I have never seen. She has tried to end her pain by attempting suicide 5 times since August. As a Mother this has been a horrifying experience and trying to find the right kind of help even more so! NO Mother should ever have to hear Im sorry we cant help your child here just to find out there are NO local Facilities that  can help her......What? NO Mother should have to watch her child DIE before her very eyes because Mental Health Services are unavailable. Accessing Mental Health Services should NOT be this hard! The state of Mental Health in our Country is in Crisis!
This is my CHILD this is the tiny being who I carried around under my heart for 9 months this is the Child that captivated me the moment I laid eyes on her 23 years ago this is the child I have LOVED and NURTURED her whole life wiith every once of my heart and soul......this is MY heart!
I believe there is NO other bond like the bond between a Mother and her Child there is No other Love like a Mothers Love!
This IS a life worth saving!! 
I know that anyone who is a Mother knows what I am saying!
Elizabeth has told me that at the age of 13 she was brutally raped while waking home from school and felt she could not burden me by telling me and has kept all the pain and anger buried deep insde her this has caused PTSD and severe trauma. How my heart ached to hear those words as I would have been there to help her heal every step of the way. She never dealt with the pain of such a traumatic attack at such a young age and now there are other issues on top of the PTSD and trauma. While at the County Mental Health Hospital on suicide watch she was diagnosed with Borderline Personality Disorder  this has added to the PTSD,  Anxiety, trauma and has made her life unbearable to the point of wanting to die. This is called Suicidal Ideation a symptom of BPD. What my daughter needs is to go to a treatment Facility that will give her the tools to help her cope with the PTSD, Anxiety, Borderline Personality Disorder and numerous other conditons. But we are finding out that even with our Insurance these Facilities want $5000 at the door when you are admitted. We simply dont have that kind of money and desperately want to help Elizabeth be well and whole again.
My daughter is only 23 she has so much to live for, she has her whole life ahead of her. She has a beautiful heart and loves her family so much! She wants help she is begging me to help her. WHAT if this were your child? What would you do? Put yourself in my shoes for just 1 minute could you see the pain in her eyes as she tells you she wants to just die and we would all  be better off without her? So heartbreaking for the whole family but as a Mother to have to think about losing my child because we cant acess the proper Mental Health Services enrages ME!
I have found so MUCH Love and Support here on Facebook and I am reaching out to all of my friends l  and family to help heal Elizabeths heart and make her whole again. I know they say it takes a Village to raise a child I am asking my Facebook Village for any kind of help and support they can afford, even if only a dollar they will ALL add up and we can ALL say we helped heal and raise a child in the Facebook Village. I Thank each and everyone of my Friends and Family for ALL the Love and Support you have given ME over the years and if I can ever return the favor I will be happy too.
If you would like to donate but arent sure of the website I have a paypal account and my email is [email redacted] or you may mail a check to
Beth Sparks
83 10th St
Cayucos CA 93430
THANK YOU!!