My Life's Journey Thru Faith & Grace!

What God has for me is for me. I constantly ask myself, Why me? But I have to realize, Why not me? This could happen to anyone, and has happened to many others. This is just my journey, good or bad. And I have to accept, and deal with whatever God puts before me. Dealing with this illness is a struggle. Yet I'm not one to give up...My life is very important to me & Yes I am afraid, and Yes I want to live on. This is the second go round for me. But I won't Quit! During the first round, I had to move in with my son. Due to the fact, of not being able to work full time, and maintain my responsibilities. I know it's going to be hard & I will have to suffer some what. But  this time around I don't want to lose my home, or anything else. And I Do need help, getting Thru it all. I never expect to be in this situation, never wanted to have to ask for help in this way. but this is a part of my life. And I am not above these needs. I need mental support, I need physical support, I need moral support, I need medical support, and most of all I need financial support.I do understand that, God will be my main supporter. I am not putting myself out here to be pittied, or to be critizied, or judged. I am indeed in need, and I am Human. I am not financially prepared for my medical situation. The reason I do the type work that I so love, is because, I put myself in their conditions. And four years doing home health. Now it's me, for sure needing help. And of course, there will be times when I can't work, but I will keep pushing til it break me down. Because I know I have responsibilities to maintain, Medical bills beyond my control. Which I can't afford. So here I am, standing in need of prayer, and Yes asking for Help. If you feel it within your hearts to contribute, donate anything at all, or assist me in anyway at all. I will be so grateful and more than appreciative. I have to do fundraising activities though out this journey to try and keep myself within my needs. Sometimes we have to ask for a little help. But do only if you are able. We all have some type of issues going on in our lives. And I Do understand that. God brought me to it, and he will surely see me though it. Thank you to all for your kindness & understanding to see me though this journey. Please give from your hearts! And that way, we won't have to hear about it later. This Too Shall Pass!!! He did it before, he'll do it again!! Same God right now, Same God back then........