Lymphoma Cancer Recovery

So yes I was told in the middle of april that I have cancer. Started with me going into my doctors. Trying to figure out why I cant hold anything down and about lump in stomach. Lost 20 pounds less then a month which is super scary. Doctor sent me to hospital right away which was in for 15 days. Started my chemo in hospital and that toke so much out of me. Got out of hospital and trying to start my life up again. Tried to get a job in Arizona while going thru my cancer treatments. I am not a 100% on how long ill be doing treatments. So I tried to find a side part time job thinking I could do it while doing chemo. Which was silly cause I was going to try until I heard the doctor tell me I couldnt do it. Which was told and he told me that I have to apply for disability and what not. Which if u know anything about them things. Well they take a long time process to get in. While I still have to figure out income to live on which I take care of me and support my daughter. I really dont like hand outs and like to work but at this time I will not be for awhile. Whatever is helpful from 1cent to 1 dollar it all adds up and helps me so I wont loose my mind. Yes I am scared because I was not ready for this and wasnt prepared. I need friends and family thru this cause I really hope this is the last bad thing that happens with my health. I use to feel like superman indestructible. Which proved me wrong Love Tim.