Rebuilding Life

As most of you know, this year has already been the hardest year for me. However, I am over the pity party and ready to move on, move forward, and not look back. Realizing that you can be carelessly thrown away does something to a person and I need to do something about that. I've decided to go back to school and start a new career and a new life and not allow myself to be someone elses trash. I am in desperate need of help getting there. Its hard to admit such, but I need help climbing out of this deep hole. My goal is to be the person I aspire to be and within a year be able to pay back anyone who was there to help me along the way. A lot of you have been in this position and can understand how difficult it is to ask for such help, but now is the time when I need it most. Honestly, anything at this point will help. Thank you for all the support, whether finacially or emotionally. You guys will always be my rocks.