Help For Funding To My Uncle & Brother’s Memorials

I never ever rarely ask for help unless absolutely in despair. I am dealing with the sudden loss and unexplained loss of my uncle John Hamm on 1/5 in Minnesota, and now my brother’s murder, Gary Diskerud Jr., on 1/12 in FL. Both have been cremated and I am trying to attend both memorials, one on 2/1 (FL) and the other on 2/2 (MN). I don’t ordinarily ask for help from anyone - but I’m asking if there’s anything you can help me with me to make the flights necessary, I’d appreciate anything. I haven’t been working since mid October due to health issues myself and my household relies on one income and won’t be able to afford me to either. If there’s any chance you can help, please do. I miss my families very so much.