I've been trying for years to get help and healing for my mental illnesses that make life a living hell. It's been an uphill battle on my own with numerous obstacles, including institutionalized violence and constant discrimination. I'm tired, i'm thouroughly traumatized, i'm barely surviving, and i can't lose anything else.
I've applied for disability, which will help give me some much needed stability, but as i wait the long wait (and inevidable fight) to get approved for disability i am going to lose the only stable thing in my life: my home. I may not have anyone or anything, but i have a place to feel somewhat safe and i really can't afford to lose it.
I'm going to be served with an eviction notice on June 30th if i do not pay $630.70 by then, i also have no way to pay my rent for the forseeable future so i added rent for July in the fund goal amount.
I honestly don't have hope in anything, but i might as well try to keep on existing for now, my cats would be very sad without me.
please and thanks.