Homeless for too long

Hi my name is Raheem Williams and I am raising money for myself because I am tired of being alone and homeless on the streets . I have been homeless for 6 years ever since I was put out of my fathers home at the age of 19 . I am homosexual and I was raped at that same age by someone I was living with . Tested positive for hiv and just have been couch surfing ever since . I am 26 years old now and have been to several mental hospitals for suicide attempts . I have seemed help from everywhere and I just feel like giving up . All I want is my own apartment so that I won’t get kicked out by anyone . Other gay people use me for sex and then kick me to the curb . Please help me out here . I’m begging . I feel like this is my last resort . I am in Fort Lauderdale Florida