Help me lay my husband to rest

I woke up Christmas morning to find my husband Pascual dead. I am still in shock and disbelieve that this could have happened and on Christmas day which was the best time of the year for me i loved Christmas simply because it's about being with your loved ones. So now my entire family in this difficult time needs to come up with $17000.00 and thur this medium i am asking for anything that you all feel in your heart to help the entire family will be most appreciate so that we can lay Pascual to rest. I have no words to say how grateful i will for ever be.