Help Until I get Disability

Hi Everyone,

I am appealing my disability this week as soon as I get my MRI results on my back. My back is steadily getting worse, I'm having pain doing anything and everything. Today I had trouble walking. I'm also having upper back as well, which is scary. Add that to hypothyroidism, Epilepsy, my chronic abdominal pain, my chronic headaches, constant anxiety and some pretty severe depression as of late because my world is a disaster and I feel like nothing will ever change for me and my world is pain, pain and owing people money. I am two months behind in rent, the storage is going to auction my unit off (with pretty much all of mine and K's stuff in it) which will make this the 2nd time I've lost our stuff (the 1st time due to uncontrolled seizures). I feel like a total failure. I've been applying for jobs but I can't concentrate (side effect of the epilepsy meds or probably all the other ones too, who even knows?), wouldn't know how I would work anyway with all the pain I'm in. I'm exhausted. I'm tired of asking for help, I'm tired of needing help and I dont understand why I can't get disability. I think the back situation will help. If you can't help me, please share. I can't be homeless again. Please.