Hi my name is Mikey. im a single dad with 3 kids. Ava 3, Raiden 2 and Sadie 8month. i would do anything for my kids no matter what it is and thats what brings me here. for the past 7 months i have been fighting to get my kids back and now that i finally got them the fight that i went threw has put my family in a financial bind. we are two months behind on my rent and bills and about to be 3 months. i have been strapping by just to keep the utilities on by paying a little here and there but it just keeps adding up. the other day i received my last eviction notice telling me i need to pay it all by the 20th just a few days before Christmas and it breaks my heart to feel that my kids will be put threw this before Christmas. i have tried getting loans but was denied for all of them. most of the times im pretty good at making sure all my bills are paid but now with having three kids on my own it has left me to have to work only part time and on top of that my job is very seasonal. i only get paid by the amount of work i do and the winter months are very slow for me. mostly i have money saved up for the winter but that all went to lawyers this year and still paying for it. i have yet been able to buy one present for any of my kids because i have been trying to catch up with my bill. it saddens me to think they wont have a Christmas this year. and the closer it gets to Christmas the more excited my kids get and the worse i get and it kills me inside. im a very proud father and have mostly always been financially stable but this past year has been very hard for my family. if only i can make it to the end of January i know it wouldn't be hard to get out of this bind but i feel we wont make it. so im going to swallowing my pride and going to ask for help for my kids. i just want them to have a good Christmas that's all that matters to me. thank you.