I need some help

To be honest i sill dont feel all the way comfortable making this, i never wanted to have to ask people who support me for anything but as numerous people have told me, now isn't the time for pride especially when i NEED help aside from just wanting it. Please ignore the inflated goal price because it isnt really a goal i want my supporters to reach but one i want to reach myself and see how many and how much of my followers contributed to that.  Due to the suddeness of having to move I tried looking for new 9-5 jobs and apartments but ran out of time and have no one to stay with ("friends & family" included). I'm still working odd jobs and making some money here and there but due to me living off of my creative work prior to the random news of having to move everytime i go into an interview it looks as if i worked one 9-5 (Costco) and just stopped working regardless of the work i have done the skills ive learned or brands ive worked with my creative work means nothing to them, because i have nothing on my resume that proves i can move a box. So because of that I wasnt able to find a stable job and get an apartment fast enough. Right now i am homeless, currently staying in a abandoned house sleeping on a bag of clothes and i ask you to help in any way you can so I can get out of this series of misfortune, I wouldnt ask unless I felt I had no choice.
Now when i told my followers the idea of making this go fund me, i said that id base it off of getting a new camera so that i can make better and more frequent content through youtube and whatever and anything donated more would go towards just helping me out in my current shitty situation, because i personally felt more comfortable only asking for help if it were directly going towards something for you guys. But so many of these followers have told me that i shouldnt really worry about that and more so my well being so ive revised my intent for the donations a little. Now my current situation is of prime concern, how ill survive, and finding a place i can sleep comfortably and anything else donated will be used to make my content better however i can i already have a mound of ideas for youtube specifically as well as more ways to entertain you guys. I do not expect in the slightest to get anywhere near the goal its more of a goal for myself if anything its simply there to cap off whered id like donating to stop because anymore would be simply ridiculous. Thanks to anyone who donates and if you do please tell me because i want to personally thank you and make or create something just for you to send to show my gratitude.  Also even if you dont donate a dime thanks to anyone who even read this far, and i want my supporters to know  (and im assuming you are one if you reached this far) that im not giving up on yall so please dont give up on me, ill always be there to make content for you guys because i owe you guys my life, i pulled myself out of a cruel depression before and entertaining you was my main source of happiness and i dont intend to have that feeling of no hope and sadness overtake me again, i will be strong, you guys make me strong.