stage 3 Breast cancer

I went for a monogram that turned into a sonogram and biopsy on the 25th of feb , went back in to see the doc on March 1 and was told I have breast cancer and then back again on March 8 to find out it was stage 3 — chemo mastectomy radiation and reconstruction was the plan. My pathology report come back and chemo is out for the moment but I go in on the 28th of March for pre op and surgery is set for April 2 — I feel like I’m a bad roller coaster ride and I’m so ready to get off now — I was working and anticipating my new grandbaby in July , now this I’m uninsured so I’m trying to do all I can with the resources that’s there , I just am overwhelmed and I’m praying that there will be doors that will open and everything will be ok ... God bless you all and I hope you’ll find it in your heart to help me .. thank you I want to just put this off and go back to work , but I can’t I have to do this ... pray for me — prayers are powerful I know , and any amount you can help with would be greatly appreciated.. thank you for reading my story ..