Buba, my heart aches, I can’t breathe, I’m trying to understand but I’m just in shock. It hurts me to know that you were hurting so bad you felt as if there was no hope. I’m at a loss for words, I miss you so much already. Rest in paradise my love. The fight is over, you are free now and at peace. I will always love you and never forget, and my kids will always know how uncle loved them. We’ll meet again some day, until then you’ll be kept close in our hearts. People please pay attention to your loved ones. Hold them close and cherish every minute you have, because one day you may find out they are gone and it’s too late to help. Mental abuse is a serious thing and we should never be afraid to talk about it. His life was a continuous fight of many different demons but he had a heart of gold. He lost hope. He gave up. I love you so much Jeffrey, and I’m glad you knew how much I loved you and how much I cared. We don’t have to sneak around any more bub. I will miss you randomly showing up here just to tell me you loved me and missed us all. We shared so many things, you are the other half of me and now I feel so empty. We made it through so much together, I’m sorry you felt as if this was too big to ask me to help with. The tears, the laughs and the love will never be forgotten. You will always be in my heart. Fly free baby brother.