RIP Twin A "Pride Symphony P."

A million times I needed You,A million times i've cried,
If love alone could have saved you,
You never would have died,
In life i loved you dearly,
In Death I Love You Still,
In my heart you hold a place,
No One will ever fill,
It broke my Heart to lose you,But you didn't go alone
Part of me went with you,
The day God Took You Homee.
ILoveYou Pride , & Your Twin Sister Joy Missses & Loves Yu Too!

Hello everyone, My names Desiree and i'm creating this page for my beloved daughter Pride Symphony Puebla that passed away on August 7, 2017 4:00Pm.
I'm 22 years young and was blessed by the holy man himself, with identical girl twins. I Didn't know what to expect because i never had kids but all i knew was that it wasn't going to be about me anymore. And i told myself i'd love and nurture my babies with my all.  My pregnancy was pretty rough. My twins had Twin To Twin Transfusion Syndrome which is  a serious disorder that occurs in identical twins and higher order multiples who share a placenta. Leaading to one of my twins receiving, and the other one giving too muchh blood. On July 14, 2017 i was dialated and had to stay at the hospital i had surgery and it was a success. One week after my water broke, i rushed to the hospital being 24 weeks and aa half. I was terrified. because i know the risks of having a baby too premature.  I stayed ruptured in the hospital bed, and i tried my hardest to keep them inside me longer until they were more developed. But 2 days later i got the feel of contractions, i was rushed for an emergency C-section and I remember being in the operating room just praying for my babies to be ok. I lost alot of blood, nearly needed a blood transfusion, but luckly me and my girls turned out ok for the most part. They were born on July 28, 2017 and remained in the NICU inside of a incubator next to eachother. Pride was born with an Omphalocele and had her liver in a tiny sac grow outside of her stomach. Usually surgery is needed to fix this but because she was so small im asuming the doctors wanted to wwait until she matured. The first few days she was okay, she was on oxygen, and i later learned that she was given a blood transfusion. Her body reacted to it negatively. She swoll Up so bad , and as later intubated and placed on a ventillator. She then stopped peeing and i learned that her kidneys were shutting down. I witnessed her flatt line one time and they resucitated her. oh how it pained me.. the doctors told me that the next time she stops breathing they think i should just let her go, but i couldn't because i told myself i'm not god and if shes going to go then shes going to god but i will not be the one to decide for her. I remained at her bedside at all times, then i left for about one hour, and later learned that she passed away when i was gone. It broke me. Still breaks me. She leaves behind her Twin Sisiter Joy Who is currently stil in the NICU, and a mother who loves her more than words can ever begin to explain, and a father who wanted a daughter and by the grace of god received two. Her body is now ready for pick up, and i seriously didn't even want to think about cremating her.I wanted to bury her so that i'd always have a place to where i know shes there. This is my first family funeral. The costs are by far the most expensive i've ever seen. I don't have the means for a funeral nor a cremation at that. and i don't want to leave her sitting inside of an ice cold box forever either. So i'm reaching out to those who have lost somebody, and can help me by donating any means of money towards my babys funeral or need be her cremation. All funds will go to her. Every single dollar, penny. I usually never ask for help from anyone but i feel hopeless. Thank Youu To ever body who does donate after reading , and thank you to the ones who don't donate for even taking the time to read this. God bless.
Rest Eazy My Little Pride 07-28-2017-08/07/2017