My Mommys Funeral

Hello everyone, this has to be the hardest thing I've ever had to write.Last week Tuesday I got a call from my stepfather in New York , telling me that my mother had cancer. He wasn't too sure how far it had spread but I knew I had to stop everything to be with her. We drove 35 hours straight from Arizona with out stopping to be with her. When I had arrived I got sat down, and was told that my mommy wasn't going to make it. That the cancer was stage 4 and had spread so much , making it untreatable. My mommy, the glue to our family, the woman who was always there, the woman who put everyone before herself , is dying. She is still with us but everyday she gets worse and worse. She just got moved onto the Hospice floor , and she will not be able to make it home. This happened so suddenly and I am still very confused and lost. I never thought I would do one of these. I definitely never thought it would be for this reason. She is only 49 years old, And she won't be able to see the person i will become, or any of my siblings. I want my mom to be buried, and I want her to have a pretty funeral, and if it's possible I know she would want to be buried with my brother and grandpa in Arizona. Anything would help, and if you're not able to, please please please share and send your prayers our way. We need them.