My Love, Jesse

Jesse has always been the light of my life, my partner in crime, my other half... my everything. Unfortunately he was taken from me on August 29, 2017 only moments after we had said our ritual "Have a good day at work"... my heart hurts so much that Jesse was taken from me and all of us at the age of 22. Jesse was the funniest, dorkiest, adventurous, and loving person I knew. He will always be with me. He taught me how to be strong and I know he would not want me to be sad or struggling and I'm trying... I thought the next step in our lives, seeing as though we just moved in together and celebrated our 5 and half year anniversary, I thought the next step to us would be marriage.... my heart aches as I hear that is not the case.... I know Jesse like I know myself, I know him like the back of my hand... we would laugh saying we're practically the same person... and I know that it's hard right now for me but I need to be making sure Jesse gets the services he wanted and that we're able to take care of his family and myself at this painful event. A donation would be much appreciated so we can give Jesse everything he wanted... thank you so much ❤️
Update as of 09/12/2017
Hello, as I have mentioned in updates this campaign is in support of a memorial for Jesse. Most of you I have already reached out to and we have agreed it makes sense now that the funeral expenses have been paid already. Moving forward I will be checking all options for a memorial, whether it be the memorial tree, bench, plaque...etc. I will be reaching out to each person and letting them know where I am in the process. I am currently trying to get on the waitlist for a memorial bench in Monterey, CA but I will keep everyone updated. Feel free to ask me any questions. Sorry if there was any confusion. 
Thank you very much for all your condolences and support. It means a lot to me that I am going to be able to leave this memorial for someone so important and impactful in so many of our lives ❤️