Medical procedure

I don’t usually ask for help but I’ve got a medical procedure on Monday , I’ve been off work on medical leave for 6 months thought I would be able to raise the money for it myself and honestly embarrassed to ask I times are round and any help is appreciated if you can’t in understand this is my last resort or I’ll have to cancel my procedure I leave it in gods hands  I don’t want to put my medical issues out if you know you know and I ask that you keep it to yourself when it’s time I’ll let everyone know 
thank you from the bottom of my heart