I put it n Gods hands .. Prayers

My name is vanda carr . i have stage 2 triple negative breast cancer . september tha 14 th i had a double masectomy. Oct 24 th i had a port put in my chest so i can receive chemo treatments once every two weeks for 4 months . chemo is no joke .it really takes every bit of strength and energy you have . I decided to go ahead and shave my head .and if yall know me i love my pink hair .its like my trademark..  I got this ..theres not a doubt in my mind .im not gone say im not scared ..im scared .i worry about wat this chemo is doin to tha healthy parts of my body . i worry about tha health problems and side affects of tha chemo .. I miss my roses work family i miss our customers .. Im not use to this not bein able to work and take care of myself . but right now i cant ..do it ..and im strugglin financially.. My health is my only focus rite now ..its overwhelming sumtimes .. Yall please keep me. And my n ur prayers .. Have a merry christmas .and a happy new year . im still waitin for tha holiday bug to come bite me ..cause im just not feelin it .im tryin though .thank yall ..god bless