Funeral and memorial service for my mother

Hello everyone my names is Chrisand i was wondering if you guys could help me out here i would be extremely grateful! my mother passed away today this morning 11/23/2020 from COVID-19,my family is heartbroken this is our first loss so we are especially feeling it shes had such a rough life in recent years from when she was separated from her husband due to trumps crackdown on immigrants and they didn’t give my father a chance to even try to defend himself in court or appeal so he was deported after 2 months in jail this naturally left my mother depressed and destroyed 2 years have passed since then she never got to see him again or her mother in person as they are in Mexico and aren’t allowed to come into the US to see my mother one last time My mother was such a vibrant person her favorite casino was the circus circus we've been going together since i was 9 almost every weekend she would always take me to the adventure dome once i became of age we would always have so much fun gambling together and in recent times since covid restrictions came about i would always tell her first thing were gonna do when this pandemic is over is go and have fun at circus circus like always, she would happily get excited but it seems now well never have fun again but i know when i go alone now shell be in my heart ❤️ due to covid I definitely dont have enough funds to give her a proper funeral and memorial service which makes me feel terrible thatshe provided a whole life for me and i can barely afford to give her a proper funeral so please if anyone could help me out a little i would very very very much appreciate it Thank you everyone and pls pls pls stay safe from the bottom of my heart -Chris