Help my family and I get back on our feet

Hi everybody I'm I'm creating this fundraiser to get help to get back on my feet I had gotten sick for a while and things got even more difficult when the virus hit and I have been struggling with severe depression paranoia and severe panic disorder and severe PTSD so it has been very hard for me and my fiance whom was the breadwinner and was the one that was really taken care of me the most he started getting really sick and we found out he was diabetic and his sugar is extremely high all the time and the medication is not working so we don't know what to do with that accept to continue to try with his new diet and try to see if the doctors can give him a different medication as soon as he is able to afford to get insurance I really love him and I really hope nothing happens to him I don't know what I would do if I lost another person in my life but I am starting to get better I've been going to counseling and it's helping me a lot and I have finally found Christ and I accepted the Lord Jesus into my heart and then to my life and that helped me a lot because I'm happier and I do understand that my counselors write these things will take time healing will take time and it's not like I'm healed completely but I am a lot better than I was and I had ended up getting very behind on bills and I really do not want to become homeless because that is the last thing that I need right now that will definitely not help me it would make me much worse and I don't want to ruin the progress I have already started I was in a very dark place for a couple years I don't like telling my business too much but sometimes it's good to tell somebody and talk to somebody I was very suicidal for a couple of yearsI was even taken to a mental facility by the police because of it I don't want to get back into that dark place but I am feeling overwhelmed with stress right now I'm about to be put out of my apartment and I have two little beautiful little kitties and I have a family and I don't want to let my family down and I don't want to let my sweet little kitties down as well I don't have anybody that would be able to take my cats in if I did become homeless so I am asking 4 anybody's help I would greatly appreciate it I know that whenever I have it I always help anybody that's in need because we are all children of God and you sometimes have to put yourself in that person's shoes and really think what they must be going through what they must feel like how hard it must be out stress they must be and it's not very pretty when you actually see it it actually is very sad to know how many people in the world that are going through so much different things so many horrible things how many people have been through horrible things in the past but I also really give props to those people that are very strong and they continue to walk around every day and put a smile on their face I have been doing that lately but in the past I wasn't able to bring myself to be able to walk around every day with a smile on my face but I started to realize that even though I am really damaged and really depressed and broken inside and even though I was very angry inside and even though I am very poor at the moment I started to think about the things that I do have I was very happy when I have came to realize that I have Jesus on my side and I thank him for letting me wake up to another wonderful beautiful day everyday and I hope I have many more beautiful wonderful days to come as long as I continue to do what I'm supposed to do and continue to go to my doctors to get my illness taken care of as well as my mental illness I hope that I will be okay which I have learned and I beg all of you to please make sure you go to your doctor's because one day if you wait too long one day you might finally go and find out something very bad and it's worse that way then it is finding out sooner then later so it can be caught in time but anyways I would really really appreciate it if anybody can help me I really and I'm sorry to have to ask but I will appreciate any help I can get thank you so much and God bless you all and remember Jesus loves us all and I hope you have a wonderful beautiful blessed life and a wonderful beautiful blessed day bye-bye.
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