Help Me Move Out

tw// hey everyone, i’m starting this gofundme to move out of my current house. For years i’ve struggled with emotional abusive from most of the adults in my life. In recent years ive struggled with substance abuse, emotional neglect, having to deal with repressed memories, rape, and sexual assault. My current living situation comes with telling me my ptsd isn’t real, that rape/sexual assault was asked for, constant remarks on my body, etc. All i want is to move out, all funds will go towards finding an apartment/ trailer/ anywhere that i can find a home. The biggest issue is the emotional neglect, i’ve recently been diagnosed with severe depression and anxiety; with this ive been taking medication and going to therapy. The people i live with don’t believe in mental health and believe that the issues i have come from a place that i’ve caused. One of them believes that i put myself in the situation where i’ve been raped & that i “asked for it”. I’ve been told my trauma with my father from my childhood is something i should let go of. He abused alcohol and would physically/ verbally abuse myself and others, he is constantly allowed at the house i am at and they don’t understand how it can be triggering. There’s no room for growth in the environment i’m in. I am told by them i can never get out and that no matter how hard i try i will never get better. With all this, trying to finish high school, working to save up, dealing with trauma, my own depression and mental illnesses, i could really use the help. thank you for listening. even just sharing helps so much.