Suicide Survivor 9 months

I am writing this because I have cone to a place in life where i realize that some things , feelings, emotions, grief and PTSD can not just be shoved away and buried down deep and covered up. My name is Ashley and 9 months ago i found my ex/ good friend in his closet from suicide. Since then my lifes been a steady whirlwind and roller-coaster going downwards into a deep dark hole. I have been with my 2 girls dad for 17 years minus the 4 months i was with my ex jay. We got back together and it was 2 weeks later i found him. Now me and my kids dad are split up my kids are with him, 2 weeks ago i totalled my car, I am staying with my mom for purposes of going to work and EVEN ON THE VERGE OF LOSING MY JOB OF 5 YEARS. Its literally crept into every part of my life. I've started counciling but even talking about it is hard. So im basically restarting my life at 32 years old. So please even if you can't help financially i hope these words of my story will help someone and thats good for me. Everyone IS WORTH IT never forget that! Thank you
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