Value of Life

Hello, i am sucidal, i should start. I want to die simply because it seems a better option to life in my opinion. Buuuuut my family are rather against my desire to die. I dont really want to upset them but at the same time im right on the edge of suicide, im currently in college (16) and the only reason im still alive right now is because my course requires very little effort thanks to covid. Should the time come where i must get a job, i feel it likley that i would simply choose death as a better option than all the effort a job would entail. So i figure if i could get a sustainable amount of money with minimal effort then i wont be in such a rush to die and my family would still have me around, win win. Plus im a minimalist and i dont eat much so i really dont need alot of money, im very cheap to sustain lul. Oh and I have attempted suicide but apparently painkillers are really hard to OD on hehe, and this isn't some depressive emo phase but rather I'm psychologically different to normal people. Thank you for listening to my ted talk.
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