Help me get home

Hello, I've just lost my bestfriend since 7th grade to a drunk driver 9/21/20 she was 22 weeks pregnant and on her way home from her cousin's house and the driver allegedly crossed over the median and hit her head-on , I'm making this to get home as I'm out of state and dont have the proper funding...her family has always been distant so were not close, but I'd like the opportunity to say goodbye... I'm unsure where this went wrong but I'm grieving greatly and it seems as though I'm being consumed by darkness Please help with what you can I'm just trying to get home and lay my bestfriend to rest and say my final goodbyes