Top surgery

My name is cole foster, i am a 22 year old transmale working within the community as a care worker. I have been awaiting surgery since 2017 to finally feel comfortable, on the day i went onto the waiting list i was number 45 on the list. I sent out an email yesterday to see how far i now am on the list to be told i am still number 45. I have decided i would like to now go private to make myself feel comfortable in my own skin, with the help of loved ones, friends and stangers i would be so grateful for even the smallest donations, thankyou❤️