Zacheus Dominetae Sutton

Hi, my name is Che'Brea Morgan Sutton, I am 23 years old. Yesterday July 3, 2020 I lost my best friend and husband of 2 years, and together 7 years, Zacheus Sutton, better known as Kee to family and friends. Kee was always happy and always had a smile on his face. He never met a stranger, and loved to talk to people. If he was having a bad day, you wouldn't have known about it. Yesterday I woke up so excited because he was due back home to me from his job he was assigned to in Kill Devil Hill. Instead, I got a phone call from the coast guard police that the love of my life was no longer alive. It took them over 8 hours to locate him. There is a lot I want to say about the circumstances surrounding his death but I pray not just for my sake, but that of our entire family, that we get the answers we are so desperately seeking. Kee (Zacheus) and I never liked to speak about the what if's and we never got around to getting life insurance, so at the time of his passing HE DID NOT HAVE ANY LIFE INSURANCE but he did tell me of his dad passing away when he was very young and how in the event something ever happened to him he would want to be laid to rest beside him. We were still trying to navigate work, married life, and trying to save up for a home for ourselves, but, now instead I'm having to navigate life without him. I am completely devastated and in shock that iwl never get a hug from him again, the chance to hold him again, tell him I love him again, or hear him whisper it in my ear as he did. After the dust settles, I'm planning to get some much needed counseling in dealing with it all. Please help me with and in this process called healing? I ask for your understanding and prayers through this sad time. Thanks sincerely