Super Sawyer is ready for transplant

Sawyer is finally big enough for a kidney transplant!!! This has been a long tough road and he has made it a long way off of dialysis. He was on continuous dialysis for the first 3 months and was supposed to be on until he was big enough for transplant but our amazing God had other plans and his numbers have been good enough to stay off!! Now the time has come and his numbers are getting worse and the doctors are thinking if we don't get a kidney by Christmas he will be back on dialysis. As his mother this is the hardest thing I have ever had to endure!! I'm always pushing fluids and making sure he gets all his meds and plenty of nutrition and every time his numbers go up I feel like a failure!! I know without a doubt I'm doing all I can and I've known this day was coming I just have always hoped I could continue to push fluids and he would get better. So I haven't been able to work and Keith is our only source of income. We are raising money so that when the time comes we will have the money for Keith to be able to take off and be there with us. It is so expensive to stay at the hospital and we are already having lots of trips to children's now. After transplant we will have to go even more for bloodwork. Even if you can't donate please take the time to pray for our sweet energetic fun loving little boy!! He is the best baby and always so full of energy and loves to give lots of cuddles and lovens and this is breaking my heart.