Kick an Israeli out!

My name is Anna - Nana is an alias I use to escape employer scrutiny - and I'm the grand-daughter of Naeim Giladi. He was an Iraqi Arab Jew who helped thousands of his brethren flee to Israel when the situation for Iraqi Jews went sideways. He was put on death row at the Abu Ghraib prison for this noble deeds. He escaped, thank not God, but his genius, and resumed his rescue of Jews, then came to Israel himself.
There, he was greeted like a black man in 1960's USA. Plus, the state wanted to pay him for getting Palestinians to leave their birthland willingly and make room for Jewish immigrants. But few agreed. Why would they? They were illegal, at best, under new laws, instated long after they were born on this land.
My grandfather was disappointed in Israel, disappointed in Zionism, gave up his citizenship, and left. Please look up his work, his book, his articles.

Me, I'm not really Jewish, and do not identify as such. I was born in Tel Aviv, raised abroad. Many countries. Many Muslims. None was out to harm me. In 2010, I was in a bad place and felt like I had nothing and nobody in Brussels, where I had spent the last ten years of my life. So I took my dog and my cats, and returned to Israel as a radical Zionist and hopingto reconnect with my family. 
I fell in love. He was Yemeni, had a mischievous glint in his eyes, a smirk to hide a snaggle tooth. One day, his ex told me the truth: he's Bedouin. He only pretended to be Jewish for fear of rejection. He had risked his life in an IDF combat unit, observes the Jewish holidays. Well, I lost it. I went to war against the man. Hurt him.
Then I calmed down. Thought. While it was wrong of him to deceive me, when did I give him the feeling that he didn't have to? When did I, with my army pants, my Star of David necklace, and my Uzi Does It cap, give him the feeling that I could possibly accept a Muslim? What kind of person am I, what kind of society are we, that Muslims feel the need to act Jewish in order to be accepted, make friends, share love? And what did I love him for? His Jewishness, when we both eat pork? I loved him for his smile, his lame jokes.
Since then, I have completely rethought my views on the ethnic divide. I got no problem with Jews, my city is simply too diverse as to not naturally form connections with all people. But much as I try to love this country - what does the news say?
Murderers of Muhammed Abu Khdeir NOT charged with murder.
Soldier who shot dead a neutralized terrorist charged with manslaughter, while a murderer by definition. The excuse that he may have been wearing explosives, is BS: nobody was trying to clear the area, everyone was calm.
Schools considering firing Arab personnel.
Jewish and Arab mothers segregated in maternity wards.
Arab 13-year-old thrown in jail for possession of blade.
3000 Gazans dead over missile shower that killed 7. All terrorists?
Hundreds of Arabs homeless because IDF needs to raze their village to build a new training ground. Like there isn't enough wasteland all over the place!
And another Bedouin village razed, because, lacking building permits they would never even get! In winter!
Walls being built to separate Arabs from Jews.
I'm crying as I write this. Not only for pity for those people, but because this is not the Israel we should envision. I can't see this doing anything other than aggravate the conflict. This is also true for the terrorists. However, as the disproportionately more powerful party, Israel has as much more responsibility. We will never have peace this way. Abusing people doesn't make them docile.
But we're not an apartheit state: Muslims and black people are serving in the army! We're the only democracy in the Middle East: women are allowed to vote! Oh, and we don't hang gay people. We only incarcerate children without charges.
Yay.

I can't do this anymore. I can't open Facebook in the morning to find my friends, otherwise good people, making fun of a murdered Palestinian baby, or lauding a soldier a hero for executing a beaten man. I can't stand being called a whore and a Nazi anymore for not lying about the fact that I've dated a Muhammad, an Anas, or a Sami. I was recently told to the face that my family should kill me for having dated Arabs. By a Jew. Several joined her in this. Seriously. I can't take anymore to read shit like "A good Arab is a dead Arab" and know this is socially acceptable.
I don't want to finance this anymore, either. I hardly manage to finance myself. Minimum wage here is some $5 per hour. Working 6 days a week still doesn't make for decent living, especially as I got mouths to feed. Two dogs, one with special needs (ie. 36 allergies), and one who is my hero for having saved me twice (update: thrice) from a neighbour's mad dog. And five cats, all of whom are like children to me, and four of whom are bottle babies plucked off the street or out of the trash. It's hard. I get by minimizing expenses and dumpster-diving for refundable bottles, but it's not a living.
And now, I've also fallen in love with my foster puppy: tiny, deaf, neurologically afflicted Akita puppy Guu. She's my little angel, but with her issues and being of a breed not everyone can handle, I loathe having to rehome her to people I don't know, through the rescue. I'd rather keep her, but can't afford her move to Berlin which is around $600 (crate and flight).
With no degrees or diplomas, I don't see myself ever ditching minimum wage in Israel. Which is around $5. I haven't even been able to find work in a long time. Many skills, none very high in demand these days. Working from home, but it's paid by demand, not by the hour.

All of this is why I need to leave. I have nothing holding me here other than lack of funding. My mother is eager to have me in Germany, where I am also a citizen, as she would give me her apartment and the cost of living is lots cheaper. I could give myself and my pets a good life in Berlin. I want to.

But I need help. My family can't help much, we're all struggling. The travel preparations - crate, rabies shots + blood test, microchip, fare - for each cat amounts to about $230, more for the 2 fat ones. The larger dogs, let's not even think about it, but nobody gets left behind. Fare alone is $200 per dog. A container for my stuff will be around $800 to $2000. Buying new stuff in Berlin would be a lot more. Whatever is left, will be used as a "take-off" funds for me to live off until I've found work in Germany.
My move is predicted to be in December as my mother's apartment will be cleared by the end of November if all goes right.

I've never been good at asking favours. Too proud. Too afraid. But I need to get out. Please, if you're politically on the same page as I am, help a sister out.

I know you have worked hard for your money. I know what hard work is. It's your right to spend it as you see fit. But if you feel like helping me out, that would be forever appreciated. I can't see myself thriving here, much less raise children. Please do consider donating towards my plans. I'd be very grateful.

Any donations above $30 qualify for a cartoon portrait of a pet or person! Just tell me in your comments!

Thank you so much for reading
Anna

PS Please help spread this campaign! Hashtag: #BootAnIsraeli !