Body and career goals

Hey guys, so Im trying to raise money for some corrective surgery. I have a c section with my son 4 years ago and my c section wound got infected, I was very poorly for months and it healed really badly. I have tried on numerous occasisions to get it fixed on the NHS and to absolutely no avail as they class it as aethetic. But it really affects me psychologically. I am a model and obviously this is quite an issue for me when it comes to nude modelling. Not only this but I have lost alot of confidence with men over this issue as it is really unsighlty, I would like to have it fixed prperly so I can feel confident again and earn more money and work towards a stronger career. I aam happy to offer before and after photos and well ifyou are a ohotographer then id be happy to work for you and shoot afterwards, if you fund this. Im sorry if this sounds eally sshallow as I know there are obviously life saving funds happening, but Ive stupidly booked this surgery now for the end of may and already spent £500, and booked my flights, as Im a very inpulsive person/idiot. Please help me reach my goal and be a better and happier person.