Sending Love to Rebekah!
I read your blog and I cried. This is exactly what I've been dealing with for the last 14 years. Sometimes I feel like I'm going crazy. I have really negative thoughts, anxiety, the list goes on. Actually from the list I suffer from 31 of them. I was a young mom in my early 20's and had a four month old and got pregnant again. I was struggling to accept being pregnant again so soon. I was on birth control but I was never told that being on heavy antibiotics could interfere with them. I had almost lost my life to endocarditis in November 2002 after a dental cleaning and had a lengthly hospital stay of 6 weeks. I found out I was pregnant again in January 2003. As soon as my OB/GYN found out I was pregnant again she instantly said I should have a tubal ligation. Young, shocked, scared because I almost died I agreed and signed papers. Signing those papers was the worst thing I could of done to myself. I've lost myself. I'm in my early 30's and my blood work already says I'm going into menopause. My dr. didn't care about me, or the side effects I could have...all she cared about was wheeling me into an OR room minutes after giving birth naturally to ruin my life. I wish you the best outcome and returned health.
I felt as if you were telling my story. I cat wait to here how the reversal goes . I am a mother of 5 healthy children than God. We would never be able to pay for the procedure or even the trip to get there but there's always hope I pray. Good luck to you and I will keep you in my prayers