A New Laptop For Writing

My name is Natalie Alicia Norment. I am a writer and yet I haven't written anything because I can't afford to do anything outside of my own apartment.

You see, I've been wanting to write for more than 13 years. I have SSI but I have no control over it, because it's being used towards rent and paying bills. 

I have wanted to write a lot of stories, and now I am much more convinced I can make money off of my writing. 

There's even the issue of buying paper. I can't seem to write down a full story without wanting to buy more paper. Maybe it's a sign that I was meant to buy a  lot of notebooks and yet they're already full, but they have no stories in them. 

I would try my desktop computer, but both my mom and I use it. Plus I have too many programs on there that distract me from writing. 

I don't have any idea on what type of laptop I'd like to buy, but I'm sure it'll cost around a thousand dollars or more. I just figured I'd need a lot of money to get a laptop, more clothes and perhaps get rid of the bad credit me and my mom have so we can move back to Chicago and find a nice place in the North Loop or somewhere in North Chicago.

It would be very kind of all of you to help me out, so I don't have to argue with my mom anymore and become a much more useful daughter to her and stop asking for money from my dad.

I'd get a normal job, but I don't believe in getting one I don't like. Plus I've already had gone through three regular jobs, but I never got paid as much as I wanted to.

Thank you and I hope that you all will help me out very much.